----------------------------------------------------MODELING LIFE
I was spotted by a model agency at the age of 14. Since then, I have been working as a part-time model in the Thai fashion industry. I started off my first job with a shooting for a magazine, then doing some catwalks. Up until now, I have been on many famous international magazines like Vogue, Elle, Marie Claire and etc.,also been a part of fashion weeks for many seasons.
Being a model is not easy like everyone may have thought. Your attitude reflects who you are. Your body languages speak. I discover parts that I have never seen in mine and parts that nobody expects. I realise the truth of the working world. People aren’t always good, but they aren’t always bad. The ability to cope with the needs of all people has become the hardest part of all. You have to get rid of your self-centredness, egoistic and act humble. There is still a lot more to learn in this world.
EXCHANGE PROGRAMS------------------------------------------------
New Zealand
It was in year 2013 that I decided to go on summer exchange program in New Zealand with my friends. We were sent to Pukekohe, a small town which was a part of Auckland. The family Arvidson took a good care of me. Though it was just a short period of time, I learnt new cultures which are apart from my country. I also developed independency and responsibility. I grew up in a step.
Germany
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When I came to Cologne, I was 15 years old. I was placed with a very wonderful host family, the Hohensee. I had a host mom, a host dad and 2 little host brothers. Eddie and Mika always shared their stories in the kindergarten everyday on the dining table. It was fun seeing them grow up. The family treated me like their own and they were like my real family in the other part of the world.
I had a bunch of great friends at school. Friends took me out to movies, restaurants, shopping, plays and parks. Everyone was warm, open and never hesitant in giving hugs. We were always eager to get to know each other’s stories and cultures. Besides, I also joined a school club, Flüchtlinge AG, volunteered for a group of young refugees around the district.
The hardest part of all is the language. Everything was completely in German and at first I could not understand just a word. I practised real hard everyday, starting from saying just a simple sentence, doing a grammar workbook and reading kid’s bedtime stories. It took me nearly 3 months until I was able to speak, read, listen and write quite a good German. The only thing that you had to overcome is your self-confidence. If you only believe that you can do it, then you can do it no matter what.
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Being away for 10 months and living alone in a completely different world have taught me lots of things. My perspective has changed in ways that I would never have imagined. The experience has proven me that anything is possible and that I can do anything. I am more confident about myself and my every decision. What the world has in store for me was life-changing and it will be something I will always cherish.
-----------------------------------------------INTERNSHIP PROGRAM
A short-term internship program was a compulsory activity for every 10th graders at Otto Hahn Gymnasium. The student could apply for any jobs regarding to their field of interests with a minimum period of 2 weeks. Also, at the end, the student had to write a report reflecting on their experiences for at least 10 pages.
I applied for a job at Regenbogen Kita, a small kindergarten located on the district of Rösrath. This kindergarten was also the one that my host brothers went to. The children were separated into 2 main groups according to the colours red and green. The red group was for small kids aged around 2-4 years old, while the green group was for the bigger ones. At the end of every month, the teachers will hand back a monthly report to the parents, providing information about their behaviours and developments. If the kid has shown a good result, he will be considered to move on to the next group or to the primary school in the following year.
At this kindergarten, the children were never treated as a baby and were always taught to take care of their own responsibility. They were able to freely express their imagination and creativity. I never knew how much childhood can effect the children’s identity and future. There were always tiny details about them that we can’t look over. Although the job took lots of effort but it was amazing being part of their lives and progress.
Praktikumsmappe
A report reflecting upon the experiences in the exchange program. It concludes the overview of the company, the objective of work enrolment, position and description of duties, and the before and after expectations.
SCHOOL REPRESENTATIVE--------------------------------------------
29th November 2016
I was once selected as a representative of Mahidol University International Demonstration School to deliver a speech on The Commemoration of the United Nation’s International Day of Solidarity with the Palestinian people at UNESCAP in front of ambassadors, UN Secretary General, PSC Thailand President and Chairperson, President Council for Humanitarian Networking of Sheikul Islam, Asia and Oceania International Commission of Jurists Regional Director. It was a very grateful honour of mine to be given such an opportunity to express my aspects and thoughts on the ongoing conflict issue between Israel and Palestine. Meanwhile, I also gained more information from various points of view and became more aware of the issue. It was one of the most meaningful and invaluable experience ever.
The Speech
Man is never satisfied. Man is full with greed. Man seeks to fulfill his desires. The more he gets, the more he wants. Finally, greed will come back and hurt him and his people.
We have seen wars. Either in the news, books, or hearsay, and we all know the consequence of it. Human Evolution has always gone into wars. Is there anytime that causes no lost? I have seen none. Death, pain, fear, grief are what wars bring.
What would you feel if you wake up with anxiety bombardment every morning?
What would you feel if the street that you used to go to school everyday are full with armies running around attacking people?
What would you feel if you see your loved one suffer and die in front of you?
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The Israel-Palestinian Conflict is one of the most controversial conflict in our modern history. It has been going on for over 70 years. Until now, they are still fighting.
Countries go into wars because no one is willing to listen to one another. We move forward through our inventions, but not through our understanding of each other. Technology and Democracy have given us too much power that we forget who we are and our roles as a human.
So why WAR? What are we fighting for? Land? Money? Power? Fame? Is this what we want? Is this what humans do to each other? We let people sacrifice their lives in order to enjoy all these things? Nothing can compensate this loss except a growing number of conflicts, hatred, miseries and depressions.
It has to stop. It is now time to call out for peace. Peace to honour those who have died in the past. Peace for the people who are still out there living in fear. Peace for our next generation. We have to change our attitude, leave behind our pride, sit down and discuss in a peace settlement.
War is not a solution and never will it be.